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Showing posts with label heartbroken. Show all posts
Showing posts with label heartbroken. Show all posts

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Forever doesn't exist.

Forever

Its a Saturday night. 6days before MYE. Man, just finished my chem revision. GO GIRL. :) 

This week's been another hectic week. My Thursday was as busy as last week's. Sighs. Just finished Chem revision. Here to do some last minute blogging. Haven't been blogging since last Friday. But this space here is as dead as ever. 

Memories are there to remind you of the times you were flew and the times you fell. 
But still they make me tear and cry and make me wonder ..

Why do all the happy times always pass by so fast? Why can't they last forever? I guess thats just life.  

Sunday, March 28, 2010

I won't be the same again if you ever come back

"Sometimes you have to remind yourself that you deserve better. You deserve someone who treats you right and makes you happy. Forgot that asshole who made your life a mess and move on."


Hello world.
I'm supposed to be finishing my holiday homework now, but I'm stuck here since noon. Cause thats when I woke up. Been sleeping passed midnight everyday. Should really start adjusting back to normal sleep timings for school. Man, about 5weeks to MYE. Thats fast man. Freaking fast! :O
Election this Wednesday. Gosh man. Thats fast :O Still remember when I first entered CCHMSGZ, now its my turn to step up. Soon again it'll be my turn to step down. Time flies I guess. I've grown, I've learned so much. I've hurt, I've smiled.
I feel like writing a reflective blog post on life. Hmm. Well, lets start.

Firstly, I've learned that life contradicts itself. The phrase "Too many ain't a bad thing" can never be applied to life. Everything has to be just right. Too much sometimes ain't too good, but having too little means losing out on so much. I guess life's a roller coaster ride. You have your ups and your downs, but then it always makes the ride worthwhile. Be it in love, friendship, education, career ... anything, I've learned that if you put your very best into it you'll never regret. Even if you end up failing. Because what matters ain't whats on the other side of the road, what matters is how you did it, who you met, the ride itself. I've also learned that everyone is unpredictable and we should NEVER rule out the impossible. Impossible itself spells I-M-POSSIBLE. 
Always treasure every person you have in your life, you never know when you might lose them. Don't assume, because it only makes an ASS out of U and ME. (Ok, I'll make this shorter than expected) And lastly, always remember who made you fall and who helped you up.

HELLO PEOPLE BELOW, I LOVE YOU! <3

♥♥♥

I WANT BUS TRIP HOME WITH BEN&IVY TMR!!!! :D

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Do you remember the times?

I haven't been touching this place much. Used to blog like 2-3 timesday per day during the holidays, cause I pretty much have nothing to do besides sleep, text, blog, tweet and eat. Haha. Since now my phone is so dead(ok lah, actually got ppl text one. But then ah, sms cannot get into my inbox cause I lazy delete sms mah. And some sms I also want keep, so you see the indecisive me? HAHAHA), I should be blogging more right??? WRONG. I've been obsessed with my itouch lately. Can keep me up till midnight one ley. I also dk how. One small and thin thing with such a small screen can keep me occupied like siao. Pro right? *applauds* But still shows how no life I am. Everyday also like that.

Been so damn NOT productive lately. Stuck at home. Ok lah, got go out but these two days stuck at home :( Sianxzxzx. Today actually have rehearsal for recital ppl one, but ah ... Sadly its been cancelled. So left the one on stage. I ... PREFER TO PLAY THE PIANO. HAHAHAHA. Yeah. Rehearsal's from 7-10pm today. So sad right!!! I hope the people will do quick quick so I can go home and sleep sleep!

Esplanade tmr before CCA with Joy. F-I-N-A-L-L-Y! Supposed to head to Esplanade today before rehearsal with Qianying, sadly rehearsal cancelled :( I really should bring my homework there tomorrow man. Finish them before going for cca. :)

OH WTF. My sister is so damn madly fucking annoying!!! Have you ever seen a stupid girl who is SOOOOO obsessed with her toys that she doesn't want to do a fucking shit??? I HAVE. She's having tuition later on, and the rain has stopped yet she still doesn't want to go. Ok lah, tuition who want to go??? But its a responsibility right!!! And you can't use some shit excuse like "Oh! There's rehearsal later then I cannot eat in 15min so I don't go tuition" ZZZZZ. WTF MAN. Seriously lah. I hate teaching my sister piano. It sounds so damn shitty wrong when she plays and it really does annoy me. She's playing it as if she's being FORCED to do so. Then learn for what sia! Music is supposed to be played when you're enjoying it. Not as if you're being forced. If it is, it just sounds so damn wrong. So to all parents to be: I BEG YOU PLEASE DO NOT FORCE YOUR CHILDREN TO PLAY ANY INSTRUMENT IF THEY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY DON'T WANT TO. Cause it only spoils the meaning of music. Music is supposed to be played and enjoyed. Its supposed to sound soothing to the audience and its suppose to let the player feel happy, its supposed to be a HAPPY thing. Come on, think about it. Can anyone of you out there survive without music? If your answer is yes, you must be mad. Seriously. Be it avan garde music or current 21st century music. People enjoy them! Imagine if you force a slave who totally doesn't like playing music play for you. It defeats the purpose doesn't it? You wouldn't feel happy listening to it, neither will the player. So why force the person and make you two unhappy? Why spoil the meaning of music? Why destroy it? I'll thank you if you don't seriously. Seriously, kids these days are ... UNBELIEVABLE. Ok, I really mean no offence to the good and ok ones out there, but seriously man even the sec1s are horrifying. Typing there hair, yawning and doing their shirt and skirts while being scolded???? I don't see us doing that, yes I admit that we(our batch) had our own mistakes, but I don't see us being so rude when we were being scolded. Like come on man! Have some manners please! When someone says sorry give that person a smile. Cause sometimes YOU were in the wrong too(unless the mistake really damn bad lah, then yalah I understand lor). Don't squeeze pass a person, when you OBVIOUSLY know that person is standing there, JUST to talk to someone across. Like seriously, weren't these supposed to be basic manners??? Yeah, our uniform may not be the best, yea we may have our own rebellion sometimes, but still we have manners at least all right. So you don't go up to people saying that our skirts and blablabla not good then should be strict. Ok lah! Our uniform not good our fault can. But at least we got good results right. You guys come in with liek 23+ we come in with 24+ ok. And we maintain that. Do you??? Please man. Get your facts right and get some manners please. TYVM. :)

Well, ok. Should stop huh.

Shanghai trip in 2 days. Man, time flies. Kinda looking forward I guess. Hmm. This post is gna be long. I'm gna post some stuffs here that should I think belong to lj but I really damn lazy log in lah. And I like how the words look here on blogger than on lj. Cause it makes me feel as if I type very long then I'll feel damn proud of myself. LOL Hahahaha. Should I put a line break??? Hmmm. Nvm, decide later. Anyway here I go.

WARNING: The following will sound kinda emo, so if you really do not want to spoil your mood please do not go on reading. TYVM :)


Monday, March 8, 2010

Just because there's no crash, doesn't mean i'm not falling

WHAAAAATZZZZUUUPPPPP!!!

Hello all! I wna tell you guys that I love my class very very much.
They play a very big role in cheering me up these days.
And I hope we'll remain bonded forever :)