"DEAR YIYING! 
-I LIKE TEXTING YOU! 
-YOU HAVE AN AWESOME BROTHER OMG. HAH
-YOU MAKE ME HIGH.-YOU SHOULD TAKE MORE ECSTASYS.
-SOMEDAY I WILL RETURN YOU 8 HOURS LEFTOVER.
-YOU + ME = AWESOME-ST-IF I SAW YOU NOW I'd GO CRAZY. AHA
-I WANT TO SPAM MESSAGES WHEN I GOT UNLIMITED.
-I WOULD BUILD AN ULTIMATE HANDPHONE TO SATISFY ALL YR NEEDS
-IF I COULD SING YOU ANY SONG IT WOULD BE SOME MJ SONG? i dont know.
-WE COULD CRAP UNDER THE STARS. Love, :__! 
(P.S. you've got yr answer. :__) 
Oh and i am not going to post this under my notes and see what you write about me. YOU KNOW WHY LAH. HAHAHA"

Where did this go? Do you still remember posting these just 6months ago? Do you still remember saying ily very much just a month ago? Do you remember telling me you felt like a fool for not giving me a present on my bday just two weeks ago? Where did the love go? Why didn't you give us a chance? Why couldn't we continue being the way were 6months before? In two days time it would have been half a year. I guess you never knew that I remember single little thing we did. I guess you don't know that I still think about you all the time, I guess you don't know its so hard for me to let go. I guess you don't know how much I wish we were just taking a break. I guess you don't know that I've been crying a lot. I guess you don't know that every little thing reminded me of the things we did. I guess you didn't know that your letters made me cry my heart out. 
But still I hope you know that I'm still hoping and praying that one day you'll realize that you love me like you've never loved before and that you're willing to finally give us a chance. I hope that God made us "meant to be", I hope for so much. And I hope that you know, I still love you. 

I hope this is true. I hope its just a break we're taking and we'll be back tgt again soon. :( I feel like a fool waiting for you.