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Friday, June 25, 2010

WE


Why do I just feel that this team is falling apart? 
Why do I feel that right now we're quite close to impossible
Why do I see so much hatred between the juniors and seniors. 
Why all the conflicts?
I thought we never had them. 
I thought we were bonded.
I take back my words I said today. 
And I thought ...
Looking at this from above down. Things seem so different. Our standard has dropped, we ain't as bonded. Whats left of CCHMSGZ? I know i ain't the best player in this ensemble, neither can I say I am one of the better ones. All I can say is, I'm trying to. I know my songs. I want to improve. But whatever, this isn't the main point. The main point is ... all this hatred I see between the members. Just ... why. I know, sometimes lessons might seem really boring and we seem to be wasting our time during the lessons. But we only have this short. We only have 10months. CCHMSGZ, it used to be so great. It is still, but not the same anymore. Where is the pride? Where is the passion?