/the ups ; the downs

Just read Cheryl's blog.
Her recent post ..
it speaks.
cause its true.
friendship problems, love life problems.
you name it.
we've got it.
can one still live happily with all these things?
is there a life without them ?
I hope so.
cause i'll grab it if the chance comes.
i'm not the type of person who just dares to speak my mind
but, if i don't.
maybe somethings that should be said would be too late.
i don't want that too.
but i can't bring myself to say whatever i want to say.
i'm afraid it'll hurt.
i'm afraid if i say it,
it'll just be wrong.
so damn freaking wrong !
Sigh ..
i try forgetting things,
lying to myself.
that its all alright.
all okay ..
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Looks like things ain't getting better uh?
i thought it was.
i thought it would.
but why hasn't it ?
why can't heaven make things clear to you?
why can't they just speak their mind too?
why can't they tell us whats gonna happen in life ?
cause i'm afraid of making the wrong decision.
i'm afraid of mistakes,
especially one that will affect your life.
forever .
I can't come to a decision with my feelings yet,
its confusing me.
someone just give me the answer
PLEASE !
Just make things easier ...

with love,
yiying(: