/stuff they don't teach you in school

want me to smile ?
teach me to be happy .
teach me to laugh,
and teach me to stand up on my feet once again,
i say i regret ,
once again..
(no .. not again !)
i thought it won't happen again,
but look at reality now i know i was wrong
and i'm sure it'll happen again and again,
i'll just have to live with it uh?
maybe some people are right about me stressing myself too much.
i just try to do everything to the best.
if it looks shitty,
i won't go for it.
it jus ain't me if i do .
thus i try hard.
and if i don't,
it just doesn't satisfy me.
say i'm crazy ...
maybe.
say i'm emo,
maybe.
but i can't go on living by regrets day by day .
but i do.
REGRET
spelt 6 letters,
so simple,
yet so cruel .
sigh .
whatever is going on,
i pray its a dream
cause i can't voice it.
at least not to .......
so i shall,
sit and wait till i forget all again ,
and continue to move on like nothing has happened.

with love,
yiying(: