/its hard feeling this way

Sister ain't feeling good,
looking at the number of fucks she has said in today's post,
i know she ain't feeling any better.
friendship problems, relationship problems,
fuck them.
ahh whatever.
i ain't feeling too good either,
things just ain't the same are they ?
yeaa ..
theory is in 3weeks and i've had my 3rd last lesson with cher before exam.
hai ..
today was super concentrated.
Nic tried joking and all,
but things just don't work you know .
haii ...
maybe i'm gonna learn from sister,
just drown yourself in work and piano.
i know it'll help, esp the piano part.
but expressing things in the songs will be a hard time.
ahya, i don't care bout anything else ler larh.
just do what i'm supposed to do.
I'll laugh when needed, cry when i have to fake a smile through my day .
should it get better, i'll go with it.
let nature take its course,
it better i guess,
but sometimes,
its just not good enough for me.
but what else can i do ?
Nature is fate uh ?
I guess so . . .

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hold him tight,
cause you know you have to.
cause you're lucky you have him you know ?
the luckiest girl in the world ...

with love,
yiying(: