/I'm not your entertainment machine fucker

I'm not feeling any better day by day.
Heavy mood swings, even i find myself scary. D:
Hai ..
Been listening to Taylor Swift songs,
found a song that describes exactly how i feel ;
Forever and Always .
Ha ,
is nice cause it describes how i feel.
Hai ..
sian larh,
Sister's mood is back,
i should be feeling better too.
but things get worse day by day.
i seriously don't know what to do larh .
i don't even know what i'm feeling now ..
hai .

with love,
yiying(: