WHAAAAATZZZZUUUPPPPP!!!
Hello all! I wna tell you guys that I love my class very very much.
They play a very big role in cheering me up these days.
And I hope we'll remain bonded forever :)
I know, maybe reblogging this from tumblr may cause more people to go: "Babe, cheer up"
But the thing is, right now, its so easy to say: "Yes, ok. Thanks :)" But the things is, its so difficult to. If I'm going to go on telling people, yes I'm surviving fine. Then yes, I'll be a damn fucking liar. But no, I'm not that liar. I'm gonna go here saying this: "No, I ain't alright. And you asking if i'm alright now would totally be useless cause right now how can I be alright? Its only be a month. Who the fuck can forget a person who meant to much to her in the past but has left her. No one. Really, its pretty much impossible to forget someone who was the reason you smiled in the past. But yea, I'm gonna tell you guys this. One day I'll stand up on my own on my own two feets again. I've learnt so many things from it. Yes, I still feel like breaking down every now and then, but soon al this would have to stop sooner or later. One day I'll go up to everyone in this world saying: "Hey guys, look at how I'm smiling. I'm smiling so genuinely you'll think I'm mad." Yes, I will stand up. I am recovering. Right now, I'll only focus on what I'm supposed to do. And yes, I'll tell you guys one day that I'm fine and I'm alright.
But for now, I'm gonna leave you guys this I got from tumblr, it totally describes what I'm feeling now.
Many of you I guess do not understand. Only some of you really do.
To whoever,
You just don’t get it do you? She still loves you but she hides it. You just never realised cause you’re so blind in love with some other slut. She knows that if she admits her true feelings to you, you’ll just push her away, just like all the other times she’s tried. She pours her heart out on Tumblr, hoping that maybe you’d read it & understand what she’s going through. She’s been through a whole of shit since you’ve left her so don’t start thinking that you have problems. Her problems are heaps bigger than yours. Her past lovers have cheated on her & her friends got turned against her. Now tell me, how much pain do you think you’ve caused her? I can’t even begin to describe what she’s going through right now. You assume that she’s over it but she’s not. Deep down she’s still hurt. The only way she can move on is when you actually read one of her letters & talk it out with her. For fucks sake, that’s so simple yet I don’t see you actually paying any attention to her life. You don’t even talk to her to ask how she’s been. Gosh you must be one of the most blindest boys I’ve ever met. You just lost someone real special you know that? She would’ve given you the world if she could. She gave you time, love but most importantly, her heart. And what did you do to her heart? You fucking crushed it. Who knows what else you did to it but I’ve had enough of people playing with it. It’s not a fucking toy.
Thanks for writing “You are my everything” to someone on facebook. You knew she’d read it, so why did you write it? You know that if she read it she’d feel something. You once told her that she was ‘your everything’. Tell me, what the fuck is ‘your everything’ anyway? What did you have before you had her? You still had ‘everything’. So stop saying it cause it doesn’t mean anything. If you’re going to tell a girl that she’s your everything, at least do it in person. It’s totally going to leave a mark on her heart if you say it on facebook -.-
You’ll never read this but maybe one day you’ll get it through your thick as head that she was the one. She was the only one who understood you. Now you lost her. That’s your loss, but don’t worry. She’s someone else’s gain.
:’)
yeah, this means I still love you. And I hate that I still do, cause its still killing me to see you ago after all this time.
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