Music: Naturally
Mood: Exhausted, tired. Heartborken
Things I will NOT do in Macau:
NUMBER ONE:
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NUMBER TWO:
I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down. I will not break down.
NUMBER THREE:
I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight.
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I, Chua Yiying, swear that if I fail to do the above repeated like mad, three, I will not be a chung cheng student. LOL. Like as if I care. HAHAHA.
Life has been so fucking rough these days. The ups and downs, well. Ok, THE DOWNS. Its so heartbreaking and heart wrenching. It really can kill you. I swear, when those words were said, I really did feel like I was about to die. The feeling of free fall you know. Like you're falling and not knowing when its gna end. At times I really felt like asking someone to take a knife and kill me and get the fucking pain over and done with. But obviously, I know that wouldn't work. Couldn\t eat, couldn't sleep. Heartbreaks can kill you. I swear man. Macau later on. HURRAY. :) Right, I shall stop here.
faking a smile
wishing you did not leave.
Mood: Exhausted, tired. Heartborken
Things I will NOT do in Macau:
NUMBER ONE:
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NUMBER TWO:
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NUMBER THREE:
I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight. I will get my feelings and thoughts straight.
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I, Chua Yiying, swear that if I fail to do the above repeated like mad, three, I will not be a chung cheng student. LOL. Like as if I care. HAHAHA.
Life has been so fucking rough these days. The ups and downs, well. Ok, THE DOWNS. Its so heartbreaking and heart wrenching. It really can kill you. I swear, when those words were said, I really did feel like I was about to die. The feeling of free fall you know. Like you're falling and not knowing when its gna end. At times I really felt like asking someone to take a knife and kill me and get the fucking pain over and done with. But obviously, I know that wouldn't work. Couldn\t eat, couldn't sleep. Heartbreaks can kill you. I swear man. Macau later on. HURRAY. :) Right, I shall stop here.
faking a smile
wishing you did not leave.
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