We're at the end of the year, with a few hours left till the next decade. As everyone had, me too, have had my ups and downs this year. Stuffs like streaming, friendship, relationship. From heartaches to crying when I'm happy.
Those days like the 21st of April could never be forgotten even if I tried. Gold with honors was one the most amazing news I've heard this year. :)
So many people played such a huge role in my life this year. And so, I'm taking my time off to type this to thank those wonderful people :)
Dear, LAPCB :)
As usual, you guys are always the first on my list. Sadly, our outing this year was cancelled due to stuffs we had to attend to.(Don't worry, you guys will be booked months in advance next year. And I don't care we have to go out as the five of us ok!) We all went through our own problems. And really, we didn't get to spend much time with each other. Claris! I miss Juno! We shall go spend some time at your place next year ok! Felicia! Haven't gone out with you in a long long long long long long long long long long long long long time!!!!!!! I missed you you know! Derrine! "Hi, I'm bored. BYE. HAHAHA." Shopping with you was fun! Ramsay is MINE okay! Don't snatch him away from meeeeeee! :) Desiree! Babe, I miss you tooooooo! I know you must be having a hard time trying to forget right now, but all will be over. Don't MIA too long from your blog ok! I'll miss your blogging one!
xoxoxo
With much love,
Sister,
Yiying :)
Dear KIBY(C),
Hey girls and guy. HAHA. We had our ups and downs with many problems we gone through together. Heart aches and tears. We've gone through loads this year. Though Cheryl's going back to Taiwan and we're all off to different classes, I'm sure we'll remain our contact right? Cheryl, we'll miss you loads! Remember to update us ok! And stay happy without CCHMS. IVYYYYYYYYYY HENG YEE ENG! 2812:):):):):) Thats our anniversary. HAHA. Damn crap that night, but damn funny too! You shall be my I'm-so-bored-and-I-want-to-talk-to-a-girlfriend mate& my biatch and twinneh!!!! :) I'll miss you so much cannnnnnn! Sadly, no classes with you next year :( :( Must update me if anything happens ok!!!!! Karyn. Stop having so many boyf lah youuuuuuu! HAHAHA. Next year same class again. And music o's tooooo! :) Benedict, ok, idk if you'll be reading this, but anyway. Thanks so much for this year. You always brought laughter into our clique with your crapiness. And you brought great advice to us too!
See you people around next year alrights!
Love,
yiying:)
JOY SNG XIAO WEN!!!!
Hi, I wanted to write in your dedication book during camp, but too bad it was missing when I wanted it. Anyway, don't so sian already lah ok! And don't stress out too much on your piano!!!! The more you stress on piano, the more you cannot play well. Cause you're supposed to ENJOY THE MUSIC YOU PLAY. OK!!!! And when you're unhappy, go play piano. Confirm cheer you up one! And ahhhh, don't worry about next year sec3 lah you dumb dumb! Just go and study right. Won't die one lah. You'll have your ups and downs, its part of life. Good luck with your B toooooooooooo!!!!!!!!! Don't be so sensitive also lah. We're all learning the art of life, and he is too. We're all learning to not mess up. So girl, hold on tight, I'm sure it'll be worth it. And, babe. I love you okkkkkk! :) :)
Love,
yiying:)
Hmmm .... I'm trying to rack my head to find a person to write too. Ok! One more.
Tooo ...... DS. HAHA
Ok, I think I promised you this last year. This year was tough, at least for me, it really was. From tears to joy, I think we experienced a lot together. Ups and downs, we had our problems, and we always overcomed them. There are many things I actually wanted to say, but i kinda forgot all of them (:O)
Next year will be ... hard. I know it. Less of ... Everything. Due to your studies and stuffs. But the year will pass by quick. Idk what else to say. Cause idk what to say here and what to not say here. So anyway.
Love,
yiying :)
♥
To all others out there. Don't worry, I haven't forgotten you guys. Though I won't single you out and dedicate a whole paragraph for you. I thank you. For being part of my life. I thank you for being me happiness and smiles. I hope we'll go on being friends. And I hope we maybe even more than that.
One more thing.
This is to my dear JOLENE :)
THIS IS FOR YOU MY MOST FREQUENT TAGGER!!!!! :)
Ok, I wanted to photoshop somthing for yoou one. But I had not enough time in the end. Anyway, thanks for keeping my tagboard so alive this year! :) And thanks for being such a great actress during the skit! Thanks! :)
This year, I've gone through much. I won't say a lot but much. Especially in friendship and relationship. I've lost people I loved and got them back. I've been put through many tests in relationship. Many questions I've asked myself. The worth of going through certain things. Questions like "Is it really worth it to go on when its so hard and doesn't really make you happy half of the time?" But then sometimes when I think back right now and I ask myself "Have I regretted anything?" No, I haven't. I've kept this phrase in mind throughout this year. Never regret. If its good, its wonderful. If its bad, its experience. I'm only 14(turning 15 in 26days). I've learnt whats real and what isn't from whatever I've gone through this year and much much more. I've gained experienced from my friend's experience. I've learnt tolerance that I didn't quite have last year. I didn't make any new year resolution last year. Cause I knew I wouldn't keep it. But hey, why not start one now?
I've had 4months of pure unhappiness. I was able to fake a smile after the first two months I guess. To tell everyone .. Hey guys, I'm alrights, don't worry. And to that very person who made me so sad: Fuck you for doing whatever you did. But still, I don't need you to be happy. But those who really knew me knew that I wasn't really happy. But then things improved and I'm fine as I ever will be. I won't say I'm at the tip of that happiness mountain. But I'm contented.
Still, I had my fair share of happiness. And everytime I exprienced happiness, I would wonder if I could be happy everyday. Then I realized. Happiness isn't really dependent on what you experience. it depends on your attitude towards things. If you choose to think positively, then you will be happy. But if you choose to think about the negative stuffs, then too bad for you, you're unhappy. And its only your fault.
Why choose to be unhappy when happiness is in your hands?
So, this year. My new year resolution is to be happy. Every new year resolution from now on, the first thing on my list is to be happy. And to smile everyday and making my smile true. I don't want to hide my feelings or hide me or wear some mask over my face just to hide what I really feel and who I really am.
So here's my new year resolution for 2010:
1) Happiness
2) Being true to yourself
3) Improve my piano skills
4) Be more hardworking and stop complaining and start doing.
5) Stop being so sensitive.
6) Learn how to express my feelings better
7) Save up more $$$$ during school days and shop like madness during the holidays
8) Prioratise my time better.
9) For things to go great for us.
:)
And lastly.
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!
with love,
yiying:)
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