Music: -/
Mood: Sleepy
Blogging at LAN currently. Fuck it man. I really have nothing else to say. Just fuck it. Today has been okay. Class chalet was awesome. Really, though some stuffs happened. Lots have been on my mind right now, since he threw that question at me. What am I supposed to say? Then I went to ____ again. For the what? Third time today? Sometimes i don't know why I'm so paranoid about her. Like what is she gonna do? Snatch away whats meant to be mine? Yeah. I guess so. But how am I supposed to put it? Really man. I try to not emo right now at this point of time, because I can't. I'm supposed to keep the fucking mood up. But some stuffs really can't help popping into my head at this point of time. So many things I want to say, so many things I really want to do, but I don't know how to put it, and how to do. I just know that .... Things are not the way he thinks it is. Its much more. One look at _____ and I know. Mainly its because I'm girl. And he ain't(no matter how much he tries to claim he is gay? Zzz.) But really. Its much more. Or ... is it? Or am I just being so paranoid about her? But why. Argh. Really, just text him and get over with it. Maybe. Whatever. Fuck it.
/ps: Paranoid or just insecurity?
with love,
yiying(:
Mood: Sleepy
Blogging at LAN currently. Fuck it man. I really have nothing else to say. Just fuck it. Today has been okay. Class chalet was awesome. Really, though some stuffs happened. Lots have been on my mind right now, since he threw that question at me. What am I supposed to say? Then I went to ____ again. For the what? Third time today? Sometimes i don't know why I'm so paranoid about her. Like what is she gonna do? Snatch away whats meant to be mine? Yeah. I guess so. But how am I supposed to put it? Really man. I try to not emo right now at this point of time, because I can't. I'm supposed to keep the fucking mood up. But some stuffs really can't help popping into my head at this point of time. So many things I want to say, so many things I really want to do, but I don't know how to put it, and how to do. I just know that .... Things are not the way he thinks it is. Its much more. One look at _____ and I know. Mainly its because I'm girl. And he ain't(no matter how much he tries to claim he is gay? Zzz.) But really. Its much more. Or ... is it? Or am I just being so paranoid about her? But why. Argh. Really, just text him and get over with it. Maybe. Whatever. Fuck it.
/ps: Paranoid or just insecurity?
with love,
yiying(:
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