things i want to clear right now

Music: -/
Mood: Bored

Hello World. Last week has been really really really tiring. First week of school is gone. We've got a real short time till EOY officially begins. I'm mugging. yeah. There's history drama tomorrow. Fuck it. No one is bothering to do anything. And again, people are throwing stuffs to me. Can't you people just understand I really just want to take a fucking break from everything and just concentrate on my studies?? Ask me do this do that. Every group project is like that. It'll never change you get it. Im not gonna give a fuck about this drama anymore. I'm not gonna give a shit about how much this is worth. Its not worth my time and effort anyway. It'll end up getting screwed even if I don't plan, cause no one wants to cooperate. Hell, really man. Its effing irritating.

Forget it, I shan't screw my post because of this fuck people. This week is plain tiring. Screwed chinese paper, failed geog paper, screwed haircut, FAILED PRACTICAL PIANO! Fuck yes. I failed my practical. May I know where the fucking hell is that effing examiner who ate during my exam, and yawned during QingYing's exam and still dares to fail people. Its him who made people played badly. Argh.

Lets go on, 20.09.2009. First thngs first.

Happy(belated)Birthday Desiree&Derrine!(:

You two finally turned FOURTEEN(:

Well, nothing much I guess. I already said whatever I want to say in my text msg.

Btw, Derrine.

You are damn BHB lahh! Hahaha.

Give yourself dedication on your blog.

I shall see you guys in the (will be) super successful chalet! :D

Well, Strings of Hope performance ytd. And yeah, I am damn tired. Still. 8hours of sleep is not enough for me after a whole day of performance. And, let me tell you. I freaking love going on stage! :D Hahaha. The experience is awesome mama!(: Reached 201 at 1230. Had makeup and hair done. Slacked around for awhile and gossiped! Hahaha. I tell you 2LY is getting .. interesting? Lol. Well, anyway. Went down, waited for bus. Then headed to SCH. Watched NUS CO practise, then other people then was our turn. Well, I can't exactly remember rehearsing parts. O.o But yeap. Rehearsed, thn went practise room before performance starts. So first song, Heng Cun. And let me announce this, I FINALLY MANAGED TO MEMORIZE HENG CUN after .... I really dk how long. Hahaha. But yeap! Then was gao gang, thn niu li. I memorized niu li! Yes, I did. But .... I screwed the last part, cause it was .. FAST! But, let me tell you. This concert was super satisfying. Have I mentioned I haven't gone on stage for a really really really really really long time! And I miss the hectic rehearse which always ends with a satisfying performance. Really, I miss them. Zheng Professional feels like Dance Ensemble Singapore minus the strict teachers(: really man. Well, interval was ... entertaining? Cheryl! You know many people are crazy over seeing how you look like out of school??? Its .... WEIRD!!! Hahaha. Its true you know. You know many went out to wave to "people" but actually they're there to see Cheryl and Tat Rui! I wonder why ... O.o Well, but I was trying to find ways to look for them during interval. Cause apparently I missed Cheryl Kao alot!(as if) Hahaha. Well, performance was soon over.

Overall, I think that the performance was quite successful. I never regretted taking part in this concert though I wasn't really looking forward to it at the beginning. But yeap! I'm proud of myself for memorizing niu li. Cause I really really like it! And I'm serious! :D well, yeap(: btw, the whole time during interval and after that JoySng was emo-ing because SOMEONE didn't text her. Hahaha. Anyway, I really enjoyed this performance. And, I was happy. Yeah.

i prefer the way we're open even in front of other people.

Well, yeap(: mini h2h talk with smiley, I guess it still ain't complete. We'll continue it asap okay?

Shall stop here. Ciao!

with love,

yiying(: