She went, peacefully

Music: Not for you-Natalie Bassingthwaighte
Mood: Neutral ?

Went grandma's place at like 8.15, prayer started at 10. As usual, prayer was tiring. I'll be shocked if it wasn't. Remembered that we were supposed to say last words to great grandma, and I really didn't know what to say. I just went and said tai ma, then nothing. Well, thinking back, I hope she went off without any regrets. Heard from my mama that she went off peacefully, she lay down, took a breath and went. I was like gosh, it was painless. Though, her last few years were painful, she was waiting to go. Her eyes were opened ... I guess I shouldn't post too much of this here, later chain reaction occurs and the world dies. :o
Well, anyway. Slept at 1 last night due to prayers and stuff. Woke up like an hour ago. Totally skipped breakfast. There's still piano later on. Lit proj meeting tmr, hope it doesn't clash with prayer timings. Cause I swear, I will attend all prayers okay! I spent so little time with her. Won't be going to school on Tuesday, cause of cremation. Don't miss me people. Haha. Geog test on wed, why can't it be on tue! Then i'll know the questions and pass with amazing colors. Well, one day off is enough ready I guess.
I swear man, blogger is starting to suck like hell. Seriously man. Anyone has any recommendations ? Haha. Most of my posts are here, so somehow I don't feel like changing. But I don't feel like using lj for my private blog. Hmm ...
Oh, I pray Monday comes in a blink of an eye! Monday Monday Monday ! MONDAY ! And I want my 10hours. I'm starting to miss . already can.
Should I move speakreality back to blogger ?

with love,
yiying(: