When this world falls, I'll fall too.
Man, things have been going on this weekend. I can tell he's badly hurt. I ain't gonna say he doesn't deserve it. But I ain't gonna say I'm gonna let him go like that. Brother, cheer up yea? This ... I'm very sure it can't be resolved just yet. It takes time and alot of patience. Its not that easy. He's angry, pissed and well freaking mad at you right now. Idk if he's really giving up right now. Giving up on you. But I can tell he's really really pissed and all. I know by sending what he said would hurt you, but things would get worse if I didn't let you know the truth. I can't promise you that every single thing would be all right between you two. But I'm willing to try and help. Cause I'm your sister, and well, I'm obliged to help you. Haha. Well, still is my kindness and all that makes me want to help you, but its also mostly the part that I don't want to see you get hurt any further. To me, I think this is a chance for you to grow, a chance for you to finally get to use your brain. His words hurt badly I know. But maybe you hurt him even more. I won't say I thought like that before, but I won't say the memories didn't mean anything. Cause I belive and I trust. I don't want to promise that I can make all things better, cause I don't have any confidence in myself to do that. But I won't give up just like that. I know this takes time. It may take a month, two months, three, four and maybe even a year. But for you and his friendship, I'm sure you'd wait. Cause I know you can't lose him. Maybe him doing that is a right thing, it gives you a chance to grow and mature and seriously, use your head. I can't be your brain for long. I know I can't be your full whole brain. I can't think for you and solve this thing for you. I really think its for you to think on your own. Use that brain for once. Its there for a reason. Use that brain and use your heart, be sure to listen to your heart while you use your brain to analyze this problem.
But I really want you to cheer up. I know its difficult right now. But staying there and just going on and on on this thing wouldn't help at all. I can't do everything for you. I don't agree with his line , the blind fool part. Cause if I was that blind, which I am so damn not, I wouldn't have been there so help you. Okay, enough of this. Use your brain seriously. Put yourself in his shoes for once.
Okays, enough of this. I'm also pissed with something. STUPID H1N1 !! It totally spoils my holidays. First, sectwo camp, then it was beijing trip now its gz camp! Wtf wtf wtf lar idiot ! Arghhhh ! This is seriously pissing me off. Punch bag please ! argh. Damn, I was looking forward to gz camp though not as enthu as last time. Damn damn you H1N1. Man ... argh.
Okay, i don't care anymore lar, I'm going to Esplanade to study on Monday, anyone wants to follow ? Hahaha. Esplanade is awesome man ! :D Okays, I'm stopping here. There's tuition tmr. Omg is damn sian again.
with love,
yiying(:
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