Chapter 4: I'm still unsure

Okays, so that title, well it does describe what I currently feel now. i'm still clueluss on how I feel. When I asked that question from Ivy, I really don't know. If feels like it is, and yet it feels like its not. Sighs. I really don't know. Learn to let go and to love again, well that is what I'm supposed to do, lets put myself to the challenge then.
Today was geog paper, I guess I'm just tired. When I'm tired, my thoughts just run wild. It makes me go into that emo state you know. I'm just exhausted from everything these 2months especially. SYF then stupid MYE. Argh, I think MYE is just plain useless. Hate it seriously. Oh and there's something else I hate too! SWINE FLUE. Shit you shit you shit you! Though its being pulled down to Yellow state, beijing trip is still being postponed till November. Oh mann, hate it hate it hate. Besides going to Korea in the cold, the rest were suckish, cause its cold cold cold! Last time I went beijing, it was also cold. So cold that the temperature was like -25degree celcius in the morning when I was about to go to the airport. I was freezing in the bus can. Thats the one thing that I remembered the most. But hopefully it'll be autumn instead. I love autumn man, the trees are awesome and the weather is cool and nice(: Just went to check on the weather seems like it can go to as low as 1degree celcius to about 10degree celcius. Well, I guess its okay. Like going to korea that weather. I love that weather, no need wear gloves ! hahaha. But sweater still need. Hope it'll be early nov, that'll be best(: Or even October!! Hahaha.
Geography paper today was like GG ready. Stupid paper, hate it hate it hate it !! Argh. I've got a great possibilty of FAILING ! Stupid. Though I know geog is easy, I just can't bring myself to memorize those stuff man. Sighs, forget it man. GG then GG, what can I do ?

with love,
yiying(: