/Honours seems like a dream

Even though its 24hours after our results,
we're like still as high as ever.
Till now ,
everytime I think :
Gold with Honours,
I still go OMG
to me , its still like a dream,
I feel strange now,
i don't know why.
a week ago,
i was sitting in gz room,
practising hard, like mad.
but now,
i'm sitting here posting.
wow,
time flies so fast.
it was only yesterday when chen laoshi had a last time to go through our songs together.
the next lesson,
we won't be there.
I wonder what we're gonna do,
how we're gonna cope.
Are we gonna get a new instructor ?
We the instructor help us maintain our honours ?
can we go on without an instructor ?
Wow,
next syf would be us sec2s leading,
i wonder how it'll feel.
man, things are running through my head.
i feel relieved though ,
that syf is over.
but somehow,
HONOURS,
this word hasn't exactly registered inside my head yet.
I'm still shocked.
If you tell me again :
CCHMSGZ got honours,
i would go : OMG
I can't put it into words how shocked i am.
i seriously hate mye,
it spoils the whole thing.
I love cca seriously.
cchmsgz is fun, and crazy.
and midyear comes,
sec1s will be joining us already.
i wonder how they are.
Haven't really got to know them all yet,
but truthfully saying,
some looks bitchy to me.
okays, anyway.
I'm still freaking tired,
stopping here.

with love,
yiying(: