/the beating of the heart

Sunday already.
Time passes fast I guess.
This weekend has not been any good at all.
I've already lost my mood for studying.
Going super bored now.
Its freaking difficult to pass this wkend.
and I've still got to tolerate for 10 more days.
I'm sure I'll be godly already by then.
or at least, by the end of the year.
one month passed already,
school has been alright.
Class tests are up,
i should be mugging hard.
but theory has been crossing my mind a million times.
I'm worried.
very very very worried.
even alison is catching up with me and Nic.
its like omq, die!
failed my grd6, i don't want to fail grd7.
if i fail, i'll retake till i pass.
its an I DON'T CARE, I HAVE TO PASS mood.
its stressing man.
Qianying failed grd7 twice.
am I gonna pass ?
i left like 4lessons till teacher leaves for overseas.
thn when she comes back i only have 3days to go see her.
i can't make it on wed and fri, left with thur only.
I will go see her from right after skl to like 5.30 thn i go home.
it is like 2+hr lesson.
i'm very worried.
omq.
i can't even memorise traids and intervals and orchestra yet can.
don't need to say meanings.
its die die die die die.
I want my grd7 merit at least.
but i'll have to settle for pass now.
i don't think merit is even possible already. D:
I've got lit test tmr.
got a feeling they'll come out Poneyboy for characterization.
ha. I hope it true. cause that would be quite easy.
math and chem have been easy.
should pass(:
got chinese and geog test on wed.
tuition cher's gonna test on words today and I'm not ready yet.
shit. still got hwk not done!
how ?!
had no time to do hwk ytd.
sian ..
okays,
I guess i should get on with hwk now.

/Forgiving is happiness sister(:

with love,
yiying(: